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brightlotusmoon ([personal profile] brightlotusmoon) wrote2009-03-15 05:13 pm

I had this dream last night (part two)

I dreamed I was at a nightclub. Blue Illusion by Be-Zet was playing, which is one of my favorite songs and always fills me with some indescribable sense of beauty and power.
I was dancing. Really dancing. As though I never had cerebral palsy, or fibromyalgia, or back pain, or any pain. I did backflips. I have never done a backflip. I was weaving and moving and twisting in ways I couldn't imagine. I was brilliant. I was amazing. I was crying.
I woke up crying.
I am starting to hate dreams like that.

I should get something to eat. I haven't had lunch yet.