Jumping in - I think that you're in good company in the esoteric, here in your journal! If people don't ascribe to similar beliefs they at least respect and understand your own, which is more than can be said of a lot of things. It's your journal (this applies to the OQ as well), say what you want to say! Not doing so because of other people's thoughts is allowing a minor oppression in your world, and that's not okay. You can believe what you want to believe, and explain it and all that good stuff.