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Apr. 2nd, 2011 08:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightlotusmoonI am going to make a cup of sea buckthorn berry green tea and sip it slowly.
I am going to drink acai juice blended with goji and mangosteen.
I am going to watch more episodes of "Babylon 5."
I am going to treat my skin with various superfruit products.
I am going to hug all three of my cats until they purr.
I am going to try and meditate.
Today, a friend killed herself. I don't know why yet. I don't have any details. People are shocked and sick and numb and confused and angry and upset. Her Facebook wall is full of posts from people expressing love, and wondering why, wondering why she didn't come to anyone. I don't know if anyone knew she was in such a mindset. I don't think anyone ever thought she would ever consider suicide. I don't know. I don't know why these things happen. I can't make sense of it. I've missed her since she moved away. Now she will never come back.
I hope Adam reaches Manhattan safely and soon. I hope he gets rest and pain relief. I hope his job for the next four days goes well. I love him. I called him to let him know that M. was dead and then I told him I loved him, over and over. It's what I can do. I can tell people that I love them.
I am going to drink acai juice blended with goji and mangosteen.
I am going to watch more episodes of "Babylon 5."
I am going to treat my skin with various superfruit products.
I am going to hug all three of my cats until they purr.
I am going to try and meditate.
Today, a friend killed herself. I don't know why yet. I don't have any details. People are shocked and sick and numb and confused and angry and upset. Her Facebook wall is full of posts from people expressing love, and wondering why, wondering why she didn't come to anyone. I don't know if anyone knew she was in such a mindset. I don't think anyone ever thought she would ever consider suicide. I don't know. I don't know why these things happen. I can't make sense of it. I've missed her since she moved away. Now she will never come back.
I hope Adam reaches Manhattan safely and soon. I hope he gets rest and pain relief. I hope his job for the next four days goes well. I love him. I called him to let him know that M. was dead and then I told him I loved him, over and over. It's what I can do. I can tell people that I love them.
