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brightlotusmoonI'm trying to figure out alternatives to the Spoon Theory. I recently learned some things about its author that disappointed me.
Anyway.
I am out of energy. Out of cope. Out of patience. Out of pain shields. I keep dropping shields. Sometimes my armor is made of nothing but shields made of various materials. When the pain becomes too much and too intense and too insane, the weaker shields start shedding first. I can't get them back until the pain stops. I've been hoarding my pain shields like gold, but I'm a very small dragon and right now I am very weak.
There is a five-pound weight sitting across the room. When I bent down to pick it up, the muscles and nerves in my lower back shrieked, my knees sobbed, and my fingers kept dropping the weight. It was stupid.
I need a nap. Maybe later I can actually exercise without feeling as though I will melt and drift away.
Grr. Argh.
Anyway.
I am out of energy. Out of cope. Out of patience. Out of pain shields. I keep dropping shields. Sometimes my armor is made of nothing but shields made of various materials. When the pain becomes too much and too intense and too insane, the weaker shields start shedding first. I can't get them back until the pain stops. I've been hoarding my pain shields like gold, but I'm a very small dragon and right now I am very weak.
There is a five-pound weight sitting across the room. When I bent down to pick it up, the muscles and nerves in my lower back shrieked, my knees sobbed, and my fingers kept dropping the weight. It was stupid.
I need a nap. Maybe later I can actually exercise without feeling as though I will melt and drift away.
Grr. Argh.
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