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Dec. 16th, 2011 05:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightlotusmoonMm. I am officially in another fibro flare. It took me a few days to realize. Perhaps the crippling, spasm-inducing fatigue was a clue.
Having Adam home for the next couple of weeks will help. He can massage me, and help me stretch, and crack my back, and hold me. There are very few other people with whom I wish to socialize, unless they are fine with my curling up in a chair or couch corner and not talking much.
The $WinterHoliday of 2011 will be tiny, and simple, and private. Any presents we were going to give have already been given. There is nothing to decorate, unless we count some plants and a wall. Whatever gods, spirits, cosmic entities, and supernatural beings we wanted to commune with have been communed with. The cats are healthy, happy, and lovingly smothering.
I wish I were sleeping better. The dreams have been fantastic, as in full of fantasy, and very detailed, but actual restorative sleep is miles away. It will get better, as it always does, for a while.
If I could have one $WinterHoliday gift, it would be a confirmed date for my SSDI hearing or even an approval, slim as that may be. Do you hear that, Universe?
I want to sleep forever, but I have a very juicy chicken that has been roasting for several hours that must be savored and devoured.
Having Adam home for the next couple of weeks will help. He can massage me, and help me stretch, and crack my back, and hold me. There are very few other people with whom I wish to socialize, unless they are fine with my curling up in a chair or couch corner and not talking much.
The $WinterHoliday of 2011 will be tiny, and simple, and private. Any presents we were going to give have already been given. There is nothing to decorate, unless we count some plants and a wall. Whatever gods, spirits, cosmic entities, and supernatural beings we wanted to commune with have been communed with. The cats are healthy, happy, and lovingly smothering.
I wish I were sleeping better. The dreams have been fantastic, as in full of fantasy, and very detailed, but actual restorative sleep is miles away. It will get better, as it always does, for a while.
If I could have one $WinterHoliday gift, it would be a confirmed date for my SSDI hearing or even an approval, slim as that may be. Do you hear that, Universe?
I want to sleep forever, but I have a very juicy chicken that has been roasting for several hours that must be savored and devoured.
