why I can't write
Nov. 5th, 2002 04:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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1. Come home from work
2. Check postal mail, feed dog, check laundry, do vaccuming, tidy up bathroom/bedroom, scrounge for snack
3. Watch Simpsons/Buffy/Friends/random show
4. Watch primetime random show and while waiting for Adam to come home
5. Take shower
6. Partake in dinner
7. Clean up after dinner
8. Crawl into bed and watch more TV with Adam until time to sleep/have sex
9. Go to sleep
What is wrong with this picture? I'm not fitting in time to write. I should be fitting "sit down at computer and write" in between 2 and 3 and spend at least a good hour pounding away. But I'm not. It's annoying. It's a bitch and a whore and I hate it. People need to read it and give me feedback. But I'm also scared of what people will think. That's my fucking problem. This sucks. I need to fix this.
1. Come home from work
2. Check postal mail, feed dog, check laundry, do vaccuming, tidy up bathroom/bedroom, scrounge for snack
3. Watch Simpsons/Buffy/Friends/random show
4. Watch primetime random show and while waiting for Adam to come home
5. Take shower
6. Partake in dinner
7. Clean up after dinner
8. Crawl into bed and watch more TV with Adam until time to sleep/have sex
9. Go to sleep
What is wrong with this picture? I'm not fitting in time to write. I should be fitting "sit down at computer and write" in between 2 and 3 and spend at least a good hour pounding away. But I'm not. It's annoying. It's a bitch and a whore and I hate it. People need to read it and give me feedback. But I'm also scared of what people will think. That's my fucking problem. This sucks. I need to fix this.
