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A moment of vanity, please
Oct. 24th, 2003 01:34 pm( Survey Says... )
That was interesting. I dunno if I'm very insecure or slightly vain.
What really hurts is when my loved ones say that they hate themselves, their bodies, especially when they have nothing to worry about. Sometimes I feel like such a hypocrite because I do it too, and I can see how it would hurt. But humans have that wonderfully infallable ability to seek out every flaw, and occasionally turn it into perfection. Over the years I would watch my father turn sharp blemished marble stone into the most beautiful smooth scultpures that Michelangelo will never see. And I think about human beauty, and how lucky I am to be held close by people who are not only physically lovely, but beautiful deep inside where it counts.
Adam will be home soon, so soon. He's better. The 23-hour days are over. He misses me, loved hearing my voice to reassure him. His mark on my neck is just starting to fade. Knowing that he's missing me and that he's coming home to me makes me glow.
( My kitten self )
That was interesting. I dunno if I'm very insecure or slightly vain.
What really hurts is when my loved ones say that they hate themselves, their bodies, especially when they have nothing to worry about. Sometimes I feel like such a hypocrite because I do it too, and I can see how it would hurt. But humans have that wonderfully infallable ability to seek out every flaw, and occasionally turn it into perfection. Over the years I would watch my father turn sharp blemished marble stone into the most beautiful smooth scultpures that Michelangelo will never see. And I think about human beauty, and how lucky I am to be held close by people who are not only physically lovely, but beautiful deep inside where it counts.
Adam will be home soon, so soon. He's better. The 23-hour days are over. He misses me, loved hearing my voice to reassure him. His mark on my neck is just starting to fade. Knowing that he's missing me and that he's coming home to me makes me glow.
( My kitten self )
