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Feel like shit.
In violent pain like shards of glass embedded everywhere, everywhere.
Trying not to have a seizure, not really caring either way. Might be purging.
Took a Soma which just kicked in, grateful as hell.
Wish life were a little happier, which will happen regardless.
Glad work went so well today, anyway.
Hope weekend is better.

Also feeling slightly like a helpless, worthless failure due to above shit-feeling, which will pass, because optimism persists.

Still.

Fuck.