Earlier today, on the phone with my mother, I mentioned that I had finally and reluctantly watched the movie version of
Twilight with my co-sufferers -- er, best friends. And then, as we talked about my writing as we usually do, she once again suggested that I could "Just write commercial crap like Twilight that will sell easily to teenagers, then start working on more serious things. And write the damn screenplay!"
And I told her what I always tell her. First, I'm not good at screenplays. I could write a story and have someone turn it into a screenplay. But I don't want to write that.
(Note: This comes from the years I spent growing up in Sag Harbor, NY, which is nestled in The Hamptons, which is known as Hollywood East, which is the summer home for many celebrities. Including Steven Spielberg, who has a summer home near the house of Mom's billionaire art student in East Hampton. Mr. Spielberg has a yacht, Mirabella, that docks at the Sag Harbor Wharf. Dad met him once on the docks, a humorous and friendly encounter, and Mom teaches life drawing to his wife, Kate Capshaw, sometimes. My parents would love it if I could write a screenplay and send it to Mr. Spielberg. But I don't want to write a screenplay.)
And second, I don't want to write
just any commercial crap. I don't want to write formulaic Young Adult fantasy that caters to romance-starved audiences. I just personally don't. There are so many writers out there who can write books that please a wider audience, that are instant brain snacks, that become wildly commercial. And they should write them. And that's great, it's really great. I read them all the time and many of them are beautiful. But I don't want to write for the masses. I don't want to cater, I want to write what I write. And if something I write does see great commercial success, that is wonderful. But I feel more attached to the stuff I want to write now that may not please the masses. I don't want a cult following. I don't want fan clubs. I'm not going to make a million dollars. I'm honestly fine with that.
I finally found a quote that sums it up: This is from the LJ blog of Caitlin R. Kiernan, a dark fantasy author whose books I enjoy immensely, and whose novel
The Red Tree I am currently devouring.
Caitlin says,
here:
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