Silently, Fast, with plenty of anxiety

It is raining outside. I'm so tired. Mentally, I mean. Psychically, psychologically, spiritually, neurologically. I want to cry until I'm dried out. There are so many things that scare me right now, but in the larger scope of things, they are nothing compared to what so many other people go through; I won't mention them.

Someone made and shipped me this amazing ring made of teal kyanite and copper wire. I've been using it as a worry stone. I've been psychically charging it as much as possible, since kyanite is one of the few gemstones that both repels negative energy and doesn't really need cleansing. Plus, copper is awesome. My chakras need balancing quite a bit.


http://www.healing-crystals-for-you.com/blue-kyanite.html
http://shimmerlings.com/gemstones/kyanite.htm
http://www.shimmerlings.com/gemstones/copper.htm
http://www.purestcolloids.com/history-copper.php

Although really, my cats have been best at easing my anxieties. I mean, beyond the Klonopin and Zoloft and herbal pills and meditative exercises. Even now, Rose is with me constantly, on my lap or by my side, vocalizing softly and rubbing her face against me, petting my cheek and purring loudly. Luna, too, has been with me, purring every time I touch her. Jupiter demands scratching and brushing, and calls loudly when he sees me distracted.

Watching random cartoons from the 1980s and 1990s has helped. (She-Ra, X-Men.)