F.I.N.E.

Hey, every body system and entire central nervous system? Can you just... not, for a while? Can you just behave and be okay for a couple of weeks? Please? I don't like to beg, but... I need this, okay? It's important. I need you to stop feeling horrible. Can you try? Just try. Please. Please just try. I will do what I can to help, I will do everything I possibly can. But I need this from you. Just... be better. Dear brain-body and body-brain, just try to be better.

See, I am having a horrible migraine, a sciatica flare, a fibromyalgia flare, an anxiety attack, hypertonia and hemiparesis, lameness, neck stiffness, hip pain, jaw pain, and burning in my finger joints. But whatever. Whatever. There is a quote that I am humming like a mantra: "I know it has been tough, but I am still cheering for you, always." This right here is for everyone who knows and feels and deals and fights. I love you. ♥