Keeping seeing light
Oct. 24th, 2008 07:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightlotusmoonI am in a state.
Part of me is being quietly terrified, sobbing and shaking in a rapidly shrinking corner. Another part of me is confident, head held up high, poised and calm. These parts are currently battling to see who will be up front for the next week.
I won't go into it, because nothing is truly certain until the end of next week.
Still, I think I could really use a bunch of cyber hugs right now.
My personal life is fine. It's my work life that is uncertain. Stuff is sort of imploding slowly at my company. But I got an interview at another company for next week, just in case the implosions keep happening.
In the end, everything will be all right. Always is.
The only bad news right now is I am in a severe, violent fibro flare. But it will be okay. I just took a Soma. Adam is making dinner, and he held me tight and told me things will be fine. It's Friday.
I just want to stop hurting.
Part of me is being quietly terrified, sobbing and shaking in a rapidly shrinking corner. Another part of me is confident, head held up high, poised and calm. These parts are currently battling to see who will be up front for the next week.
I won't go into it, because nothing is truly certain until the end of next week.
Still, I think I could really use a bunch of cyber hugs right now.
My personal life is fine. It's my work life that is uncertain. Stuff is sort of imploding slowly at my company. But I got an interview at another company for next week, just in case the implosions keep happening.
In the end, everything will be all right. Always is.
The only bad news right now is I am in a severe, violent fibro flare. But it will be okay. I just took a Soma. Adam is making dinner, and he held me tight and told me things will be fine. It's Friday.
I just want to stop hurting.
