No, really, I'm kind of weak and useless right now.

[brightlotusmoon]

I spent some time filling out SSDI forms and then realized that my hand was cramping and spasming, my arm was shaking, and my whole leg was cramping. Also, this was my right side, the side that is supposedly stronger and healthier than the side that is affected by cerebral palsy. Also, the left side started shaking and spasming a few minutes later. I had to stop writing, take a Flexeril, and do absolutely nothing for about ten minutes because my entire body hurt so much. It was insane. Is this a FML moment?
My typing right now is slower and weaker than normal. Also, my normal typing is hunting and pecking with the first two fingers of my right hand as said hand is weakly assisted by the first two fingers of my left hand. Also, my shoulder muscles are spasming. What the hell, body?

Comments

[lovefromgirl.livejournal.com]

It says something that forms for consideration for SSDI are bloody difficult for the able-bodied, let alone the disabled, to fill out. O.o

[brightlotusmoon.livejournal.com]

I feel like I should be relieved by that, so I will be! According to what I wrote, I'm somewhat pathetic. At this point, I have a feeling that the only thing that might mess up my chances of winning this case might be if the SS folks decided that there's not enough paperwork proof from my doctors or something.

[lovefromgirl.livejournal.com]

Those forms, aside from being long, are also confusing enough in NYS that they come with guide booklets.

I will be hoping so hard for your success.

[brightlotusmoon.livejournal.com]

0_o

I can totally see why.
There were three pages of instructions before I got to the actual eight pages of questions.