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brightlotusmoonMy body and I are not happy with each other, not at all. All my systems feel skewed. Despite having almost no appetite, I feel heavy and bloated and at war with my uterus. Menses start next week. By gods, I want to be sterilized. My neuromuscular disorders are playing tag with my musculoskeletal disorders. My lumbar pain is riding a roller coaster and having too much fun and I want to scream at it. Tension is thundering across both my shoulders and my entire neck. My head is pounding from all sides, including my face. My knees are being stabbed by lightning. My hands and wrists ache like mad. My digestive system has been angry at me all day. I am actually surprised I haven't had any seizure warnings.
The good news is that Adam has had several days off after many long days of long work. We ran errands together, we snuggled the cats together, we played video games together, we discussed quantum physics together. He has started painting again, using his neo-impressionist minimalism style that he did back when we were dating. December is considered the slowest month for his company, which does IT/AV rentals for trade shows, meetings, seminars, conferences, schools, and convention. Adam, being a project manager and field technician, is normally sent all over the country for days at a time. I am honestly still not used to having him home for a full week, but I am still overjoyed. The cats are also fascinated and overjoyed. He has had all three lying on him several nights in a row.
The cats, meanwhile, are being themselves, whether draping themselves across our laps, melting into couches, or singing for attention. Also demanding hugs.
Also, my hair has already grown an inch since my mother trimmed off two inches the day after Thanksgiving. Thank you, biotin pills and bamboo pills and sea buckthorn shampoo.
The good news is that Adam has had several days off after many long days of long work. We ran errands together, we snuggled the cats together, we played video games together, we discussed quantum physics together. He has started painting again, using his neo-impressionist minimalism style that he did back when we were dating. December is considered the slowest month for his company, which does IT/AV rentals for trade shows, meetings, seminars, conferences, schools, and convention. Adam, being a project manager and field technician, is normally sent all over the country for days at a time. I am honestly still not used to having him home for a full week, but I am still overjoyed. The cats are also fascinated and overjoyed. He has had all three lying on him several nights in a row.
The cats, meanwhile, are being themselves, whether draping themselves across our laps, melting into couches, or singing for attention. Also demanding hugs.
Also, my hair has already grown an inch since my mother trimmed off two inches the day after Thanksgiving. Thank you, biotin pills and bamboo pills and sea buckthorn shampoo.
