Monday Disjointed

A bad way to start a week: Full-on fibromyalgia flare-up, including extreme fatigue; cerebral palsy spasticity that caused every muscle to shiver; anxiety that threatened to overwhelm.
I need the week to get better. Friday is a holiday. That will help.
I feel as though this has been going on for over a month.

I just...
Fuck.

I still can't find my copy of Neil Gaiman's Anansi Boys and for some reason the thought makes me want to cry.
I still want to learn the name of the forgotten Las Vegas god in American Gods and I don't think Neil will ever say.

I am watching the movie Southland Tales for the third time and I still have no idea what the hell it is.

My husband will be home in a few days and right now that is all that matters.