In my head all day

http://lyricwiki.org/Within_Temptation:Stand_My_Ground

http://lyricwiki.org/VNV_Nation:Standing

I just thought of a beautiful, wonderful scene for the novel. I am starting to write in random chunks, disjointed scenes. Stuff is happening. I am rehashing a major part of the main storyline. It makes more sense. And I can do it that way, because of the world I have created.
Oh, characters. Prepare to be completely fucked, then partially saved. Because life is like that. Gods are like that. Humans are like that.
We are so very fascinating.

I make universes in my head. I don't want to forget that.

the beginning of a happily long weekend

Adam came home around seven. I had gotten out of work at 3:30, utterly exhausted, and fell asleep on the couch during a Twilight Zone marathon. Luna and Rose slept on top of me. I later vacuumed the upstairs carpets, mindlessly, and after Charlotte and Billy arrived I took my medications. The Soma has finally loosened the spastic muscles in my lower back. We ordered dinner. Adam and Billy went to 7-11 for beverages, and brought back Haagen Dazs chocolate ice cream for me.

I still hurt. It is just not as screamingly intense. My left hand is still weak.

Enough of that.