Also, it is still hot out.

If the headache would go away, maybe I could sleep.
If I could sleep, maybe the headache would go away.
Question mark. Caffeine. Muscle Relaxers! Also, herbal sleep aid.

My hair is now dark reddish brown, courtesy of two boxes of Garnier Nutrisse #452 Dark Reddish Brown aka Chocolate Cherry. Beca helped me out. She did a fantastic job. The color works beautifully with my skin tone. It's slightly darker than my natural color and with darker red highlights. Gods, my hair is long. I will now use shampoos and conditioners containing acai berry or black seed oil or sea buckthorn oil, to maintain vibrancy and health.

Adam is off again tomorrow. We shall run errands and clean house and hang out, because at any point he could be called away for days at a time. Such is the life of an IT/AV project manager computer technician in a computer rental company.

Rose and Luna are staring at me, possibly wondering why I am not in bed. They know the humans should be in bed. After the cat treats, yes.

Dear Gods: Enough Please.

Sometimes this widespread full body all over never ending pain makes me want to scream and throw things. I went for a walk instead. It is a hundred degrees out, so I applied a white hat and sunscreen.

My everything still hurts. I will now take it out on my fictional characters. They're having a bad day anyway. Making it worse won't hurt. Much.

I went to Trader Joe's and got a bag of addictive Dark Chocolate Powerberries, and now I feel less like raging.

Are there any funny, witty, or silly blogs that anyone would like to recommend?

Also, Proserpina will not leave my dreams alone. I can stick my fingers in my ears and mutter "La la la la I'm not devoting to you because I don't devote to any one god la la la la" all I want, but this is a rather persistent deity. Perhaps we can strike a deal. I like her, I truly do. But I don't do deity devotion. I went through this with Brigit, Isis, Bast, Pan, Psyche, even an imposing female presence that eventually identified herself simply as Baba. Still. I. Do. Not. Do. Deity. Devotion. Spirits and spirit entities are another story. Also, I'm big on animism. Also, I talk to ravens, hawks, foxes, coyotes, and cats constantly. Deities, especially major gods, make my head spin. Lovely to know they care, though.

I did not sleep well last night.