Cats are weird

The cats are still fighting, for reasons unknown. They've had random moments of affection: This morning, as I was lying in bed stretching and being aware of my body, Jupiter came and cuddled against my right side. Seconds later, Rose came up on my left side and sat on my torso. They looked at each other, sniffed, touched noses, and then cautiously licked each other's cheeks. Jupiter went back to the foot of the bed to bathe himself, while Rose stayed and nuzzled my face and stared at me.
Unfortunately, they are still growling and hissing randomly. Rose will start it. I think, at the beginning, Jupiter yelled at her or did something physically to put her in her place. Rose didn't like that and has been holding a grudge. Jupiter seems to want to apologize and reconcile, and occasionally Rose will let him touch her. But she still seems hurt and territorial. I have a feeling it will end soon. Her hissing is softer and more half-hearted, her growls are softer, and her body language is less hostile.
Luna doesn't seem to be affected by any of this, other than being confused and possibly exasperated.

Today will be a quiet day. Chores, exercise, writing, maybe watching a movie or two on Netflix. Preparing the house for Wednesday when the disability lawyer arrives. Making sure my cats are civil toward each other. Taking a walk, because I promised myself I would walk every day no matter what the weather is like.

Being Alice: For The Cosmic Record

The seizure happened, even though I have no memory of it or what lead up to it. One minute I was upstairs in the bedroom, and the next minute I was downstairs walking back and forth in the living room. I'm still in a fog, still shaky, still spastic. I'll go to bed early, I'll rest well, I'll take care of myself.

Tomorrow, I will go for a walk like I planned, and do everything I have a memory of planning to do.

Sometimes I think that temporal lobe epilepsy is a dream monster mistakenly conjured by ancient surrealist shamans, a dream monster that shattered the boundaries of reality and attached itself to humanity as a cosmic blight to keep people from stepping over the boundaries of other realities. All I know is that I fall into a different dimension, and it is dangerously close to this reality.