My new worry stone

Soon it will rain.
I am in pain.
I took pills and herbs to keep me sane.
I hope my treatments are not in vain.
Rest and calm will soothe my brain.
Agony's loss will be my gain.

Beverages today include: French pressed yerba mate mixed with honey powder and superfruit powder, pumpkin pie coffee mixed with chocolate superfruit power, and pomegranate acai juice mixed with kratom powder.

I am wearing a handmade pendant made from a polished holly blue agate. At the gem show last weekend, Adam bought the agate for me. Yesterday, he took me to Michael's to buy tools like pendant bead caps and velvet cords. In his workspace in the spare room, Adam crafted a raw moonstone pendant as well as the agate pendant using bead caps. He also took my polished kyanite and wrapped it in copper wire and put it on a velvet cord. I've been looking up the metaphysical properties of agate, which is not a stone I'm metaphysically used to. But I love how this blue agate makes me feel, so I think it's a fine stone for me.
http://crystalsandjewelry.com/metaphysical_healing/stoneinfo/agate.html
http://www.crystalreflection.co.uk/Agate-Holly-Blue.htm
http://www.crystalsandjewelry.com/metaphysical_healing/stoneinfo/blue_lace_agate.html
http://www.etsy.com/listing/65121472/holly-blue-agate-rare-healing-meditation

A Quote About Fate

"I believe that there are currents in the universe. Eddies and tides that pull us one way or the other. Some we have to fight, some we have to embrace. Unfortunately, the currents that we have to fight look exactly like the currents we have to embrace. The currents that we think are gonna make us stronger, they're the ones that are going to destroy us, and the ones we think are going to destroy us, they're the ones that are going to make us stronger."

--Vir Cotto to Londo Mollari, when asked if he believed in fate. Babylon 5, Season 2 Episode 3, "The Geometry of Shadows"