the girl who was me

[brightlotusmoon]

"ANA'S SONG (OPEN FIRE)"

By Daniel Johns/Silverchair

Please die Ana
For as long as you're here, we're not
You make the sound of laughter
And sharpened nails seem softer
And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Imagine pageant
In my head the flesh seems thicker
Sandpaper tears corrode the film

And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an Anorexia life

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Open fire on the needs designed
Open fire on my knees desires
On my knees for you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HdF98W-ON3Q

(Note: The lead singer of Silverchair, Daniel Johns, wrote this song about his own battle with anorexia. So far, out of all the media I have seen on the subject, this song and its video have hit me the hardest. Shh, a secret told: I did what the girl in the video did, at the sink, and in my mind at the ocean.)