The Return To Innocence

So.
Hm.
I have no idea.
I haven't made any resolutions. I will just do what I will do.
But.
I need to get a job.
I need to finish this first novel, and narrow down the actual synopsis to sell to agents and publishers. It is complex and full and intense.
I need to feel better.
I need to keep track of all my symptoms.
I need to be more social.
I need to watch my weight, not because I am overweight, but because my anxiety attacks make me eat less, and I have been having a lot of those.
I need to get a job.
I need to hurt less, but that most likely will not happen.
I need to fix my libido.
I need to be where I am more often.
I need to get a job.
I need to not be afraid.
I need to not be afraid.
I need to not be afraid.

I don't know.

(I am so frakking grateful that Beca is here. I may start leaning on her more than I should, but that is what sisters are for.)

Oh, Rose is being adorable. Kitty.