Waiting, Monday

[brightlotusmoon]

For the first time in a long, long time, I have nothing to say in my online journal. That's all the journal was going to be for, to express my thoughts, and then people started reading my thoughts and liking my thoughts, and that was wonderful.
But I'm going to be very quiet for a while.
I'm here at work. Work is going on. It will keep happening until they tell us it won't.
Yes, I am being cryptic. Sorry.
I am upset and worried and angry and a little scared. Mostly angry.
But also optimistic.
I'm eating blueberry Chobani yogurt and being the best library assistant I can be. That's all I can do.

Comments

[sigma7.livejournal.com]

Cryptic is fine. This is a you-place; I think the huddled throngs are grateful for any aspect of yourself you wish to share. And all our best to you, too. Good luck.

[cwjennifer.livejournal.com]

I understand.

Remain optimistic because whatever is going to happen is going to happen!

[brightlotusmoon.livejournal.com]

Precisely.

[ronin-lethe.livejournal.com]

*frown*
you know where i am if you want to talk...

[brightlotusmoon.livejournal.com]

I know. Thank you.

New developments have shown that this is like that old "rats in a sinking ship" analogy. Oh, my boss is mad. But he cares about me. That's what matters. I have an interview tomorrow morning and he is more than willing to give glowing reference. Poor guy, been working here for 21 freaking years, too, and now...
Fuck.
Um. I'll email you later, okay?

[ronin-lethe.livejournal.com]

please do.

[brightlotusmoon.livejournal.com]

Email sent.

[azhure.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Here listening whenever you feel like you have things to say :)