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brightlotusmoon) wrote2013-12-15 05:52 pm
brightlotusmoon) wrote2013-12-15 05:52 pm
Entry tags:
- adam,
- astral plane,
- beauty,
- being alice,
- body,
- brain,
- cerebral palsy,
- chronic pain,
- coffee,
- colors,
- energy,
- energy manipulation,
- epilepsy,
- faith,
- fatigue,
- healing,
- holistic,
- hypersensitivity,
- i can see forever...,
- i see faeries,
- illnesses,
- inner mind,
- kindness,
- life and death,
- magic,
- medications,
- meditation,
- meditative exercises,
- metaphysics,
- mind,
- mind over body,
- neurological disorders,
- neurology,
- neuroscience,
- now we can all vibrate out reality! yay!,
- pagan,
- paganism,
- peace,
- power,
- psychic energy,
- quantum,
- random stuff,
- random thoughts,
- recovery,
- reiki,
- seizure recovery,
- seizures,
- self,
- sensitivity,
- soulbonds,
- spirit guardians,
- spirituality,
- stream of consciousness,
- stress,
- stress management,
- stuff,
- stupid body,
- treatments,
- universe,
- what is epilepsy like? there you go.,
- witchcraft
Being Alice: Glow
Seizure happened in the kitchen. Jupiter meowed and rubbed against me while I crouched. Adam came in and gently lay me on the floor. My eyes were open and blank. Adam touched my face and reached for my mind, and I spasmed and gasped and blinked. I asked why I was on the floor. Adam helped me up and stood me against the large freezer. My memory is swirling. Alicia is holding me.
Earlier, Adam said he told his boss, a fellow animal lover, that he needed an extra day to care for his wife. I rolled my eyes and said that was not necessary; that I was fine. Never mind.
It was so dark and so white equally braided as order and chaos magics. I was spinning at ninety-nine percent light speed and thirty-five miles an hour. The world was elsewhere. A few seconds lasted a thousand years.
Adam suggested I go upstairs and rest. Jupiter is suggesting a cuddle. I am thinking coffee and clonazepam and baclofen.
I am made of light and love and pure order-chaos magic in its simplest form. I can give myself the right strength.
May be that I can regenerate. As brightly and intensely as a Time Lord. I always shine enough for everyone.
