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Last night... I dreamed that we went to the shelter and adopted a young cat - a kitten, really, a domestic shorthair tabby - and the gender didn't matter, but the name meant "Life" or "World" or anything magical...
Emma. Zoe. Zoya. Gaia. Vita. Asha. Mira. Zena. Yuki. Saturn. Nova. Chronos. Rhea. Deus. Dragon. Elfin.

Why did it have to be so soon? My heart/mind already is desperate to fill that abyss. Rose was that kind of cat, after all. Everyone says their cat is incredibly unique. Rose was incredibly unique. I don't even know.

I know well enough that I need a cat whose personality and behavior involves pure love: holding, hugging, cuddling, nuzzling, trilling, adoration.

My heart needs time to heal. I know. But soon enough, that cat will be waiting for me.

I don't know what I will do. Emotionally dead one moment, sobbing wildly the next minute. I know this is normal.

Luna snuggles me and purrs louder than ever.

Yes. I want a third cat.

I don't know how I will feel or think tomorrow.

I am not used to thinking in the moment.
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I am home sick with severe cramps and pain.
The shelter called this morning. A slight problem we did not anticipate: We need to have records of Puff's and Jupiter's rabies vaccinations before our adoption application can be completed. Puff got the shot in 2005, but Adam can't remember from where. So I made an appointment for later this afternoon with our local vet to get her a new shot and get the certificate. The bigger problem is that Adam is severely hungover from staying up all night due to jet lag, and drinking himself nearly sick. I had asked last night if he could help me run errands today (I had assumed I'd go to work and the errands could be done after); but I didn't think he'd drink so hard. Hopefully, three hours will be enough time to recover so we can get to the vet's, or I may have to take Puff on a bus. And I don't know if Jason took Jupiter to get the rabies shot. He may have. Worse comes to worse, I will pay for the shot, just to get this crap over with.
All I know is the application will remain incomplete if these two things are not done.
I have never heard of an animal shelter having such strict rules just to adopt a kitten.
I have three hours. I'm sure I can come up with a solution. Hell -- I will try and take a cab if it really comes down to it, if Adam is still fucked up (I have no sympathy right now, either).

It's nobody's fault. I should have known, anyway.
Cross your fingers, still.
One way or another, this kitten will be mine.

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